Another chasing pavement

Saturday, 18 April 2009

As what I have said before, maybe a few months ago, when I tried to consider something between my unstopping infatuation and what I never been thought. Then, a verse of a song was back and forth in my mind tried to make me realized that when you tried your best but you don’t succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need

And in the end, I thanked God, and (now) it is still being what I need. But time goes by and I was walking too far ahead, and thought that there must be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me

There are always some people like me who do not really pay attention to the quantitative one, but it is not always that rough, because actually, we have to make it balanced. So the tension is here, the tension is here, between whom you are and who you could be, between how it is and how it should be

I used to be born as a human which ever been in ups and downs, these high and low encouragements, and all the unstable conditions which dynamically stay in the fluctuation time. And I am ready for all the consequences that I did, and also admitted that yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned, mistake overturned so I call it a lesson learned

So I pull myself to think that I'll never give up, never give in, never let a ray of doubt slip in, and if I fall, I'll never fail, I'll just get up and try again

Well, thanks for the fix you, there’s gotta be more to life, dare you to move, as I am lesson learned, and win. I will run my best to chase something big out there—I only have a month.


Anonymous Saturday, April 18, 2009 5:14:00 pm  

everybody knows
it hurts to grow up
but everybody does
it's so weird to be back here
let me tell you what
the years go on and
we're still fighting it
it was pain
sunny days and rain
you'll try and try
and one day you'll fly .....

Still Fighting It-Ben Folds

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