I guess this is what I need

For several months, it's like mmh feel the dizzy from heights for me when I had to decide what would I take then. You know what will you do if you have to make a change in some days about your future and you have to get hurry about it. It's like a well, I need a consultant then. And how do you feel about your dream, your what-you-want-to-be, since you were a child have to be erased from your mind? It's really hard. But then, when I was stuck on it, fortunately I got a little spirit when I heard these words ;

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.....

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

This song had been the number one most played song.
And I guess, this is what I need.....
;)