I didn't even do anything, it's just not true

Thursday, 10 September 2009



I wish I could say, I have the reason but I don't have any reason to tell or angry with you. Because it's just based on my feeling and it sounds unlogic when it comes to be shared. I am the one who is very sensitive. All I want from you is only one, the thing is, you can say what you want to say or you like to say, but it's hard for me to accept that when it belongs to myself, my life, and my sense of honour. Maybe you didn't mean to me, but they did. So please, keep your mouth off of forcing them to think wilder about me, it's just not true and it's so irritating. I want my non-chalant side appears but it looks hard for now. Let me free, thank you.

5 comments:

Lia's Friday, September 11, 2009 12:08:00 am  

siapa? kenapa? bagaimana? ada apa?
ngeselin ga gue banyak nanya
(cozyyyy)

Anonymous Monday, September 14, 2009 2:33:00 am  

If you want s/he or maybe them to understand how do you feel,just tell them that you didn't like it.
If you don't tell them,how do they know that you're not comfort about it?.
Sometimes it's hard to say something what you feel to somebody else,but that was the meaning of the word 'communication',right?.
It just my opinion. Good luck.

MAYANG! Monday, September 14, 2009 7:43:00 am  

Yes I absolutely agree with you if there's nothing to be considered. But in this case, it's not as easy as for me to tell him what I feel. Yes, that's a communication but a good communication is when this two way process can be accepted without any hard feelings by each person. I mean, we have to know whether the person could share his own thoughts towards the mutually goal of this communication or not. And I can say he couldn't (I don't mean to judge him but I know, hehe). Just like what Susanna Tamaro said, honesty is like a tree, you need to wait until the fruit is ripe then you can eat that voraciously. We have to read the condition. Isn't it right? Well, it's just my opinion too, I may be wrong. I think you mean for good :)

Anonymous Tuesday, September 15, 2009 4:44:00 am  

First of all,thanks for reply my comment with positive thinking. :)

Yup,I totally agree about the meaning of a good communication of yours.But i remember some quotes from Meet Joe Black(a movie). In the movie Anthony Hopkins's roles said,"if you haven't try,you haven't live". On the other word,how do i know it will be going to look like if i don't try to look at it?.(but if you have tried,that will be on the different lines)lol. And i want to add a little more words on the meaning of a good communication of yours(no offense)I think,a good communication is an information that someone gave to another on the right path. So,if you tell him what do you want on the exactly good way,i'll guarantee you that he will accept it. :D

I don't want to be sound like a perfect person who knows everything. I just like to help and discuss about it,because i recently have the same case as yours i think. And maybe i'll learn something on this discussion. :D

MAYANG! Wednesday, September 16, 2009 7:57:00 am  

Don't worry be happy it's a non problemo, I'm glad for having a conversation like this. Yea, on the right path and the right way, but still it's a different matter, I can't tell him because it's about human's feeling. And I know he also can't. Well, I don't have to make it more complex. This disappointment only came for a while, as I thought for several days before, why do I have to think it deeply as long as it's not true? So let's chill :)
And you recently have the same problem right, well I don't mean to go inside but I guess with all of your high emotional quotient abilities that you have showed me before will crack your problem out. Break a leg!

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